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Look Back

A deeply felt coming-of-age drama about artistic rivalry, friendship, and the ache of growing up. It’s brief, visually expressive, and emotionally devastating in a very controlled way, with the kind of intimate sincerity that lingers long after the credits.

95% (451,450)

Look Back

Where to watch: Amazon

Movie · Animation · Drama · NR

2024 · 58m · ★ 95% (451K)

Manga drew them together. Life made them best friends.

Director: Kiyotaka Oshiyama

Starring: Yuumi Kawai, Mizuki Yoshida, Yoichiro Saito

Overview

Popular, outgoing Fujino is celebrated by her classmates for her funny comics in the class newspaper. One day, her teacher asks her to share the space with Kyomoto, a truant recluse whose beautiful artwork sparks a competitive fervor in Fujino. What starts as jealousy transforms when Fujino realizes their shared passion for drawing.

Director

Kiyotaka Oshiyama

Production

Studio Durian, avex pictures, Shueisha

Cast

Yuumi Kawai, Mizuki Yoshida, Yoichiro Saito, Kota Oka, Kureha Maki, Koya Yoshihashi, Takeshi Miyajima, Daisuke Takahashi, Jun Ito, Kaori Takeuchi, Masumi Taira, Rina Endou, Taisei Miyagishi, Minori Takanami, Shinnosuke Tokudome, Nanaka Shougaki, Haruto Shima, Sakura Tsutsumi, Seira Ina, Toshiyuki Morikawa

Where to watch

Amazon Prime Video, Amazon Prime Video with Ads

Curator Review

Verdict

A deeply felt coming-of-age drama about artistic rivalry, friendship, and the ache of growing up. It’s brief, visually expressive, and emotionally devastating in a very controlled way, with the kind of intimate sincerity that lingers long after the credits.

Best for

  • Viewers who like emotional character studies
  • Fans of stories about making art
  • People drawn to bittersweet friendship dramas
  • Anime audiences looking for a mature, restrained tearjerker
  • Anyone who responds to expressive visual storytelling

Skip if

  • You want a light or purely uplifting watch
  • You dislike stories built around grief and regret
  • You prefer plot-heavy films over intimate emotional arcs
  • You are not in the mood for a sad, reflective coming-of-age story

Overview

Look Back is a small film with an unusually large emotional footprint. It turns a simple premise — two girls connected by drawing — into a moving study of ambition, admiration, jealousy, and the fragile ways people change each other’s lives.

Worth noting

What makes it hit so hard is its restraint. The film trusts gestures, timing, and visual rhythm more than explanation, letting the emotional turns land with quiet force. It feels personal without becoming self-indulgent, and specific without needing to overstate its themes.

Bottom line

This is the kind of film that resonates most if you’ve ever made something because someone else inspired you, or if you’ve ever looked back and realized how much a relationship shaped who you became. It’s tender, painful, and beautifully precise.

Top Letterboxd reviews

James (Schaffrillas) (4.5★) · 14823 likes

We were gonna make so many things together. We were going to put out art that would matter to people and affect their lives. We were going to do it together. And now here I am, trying to commit to and focus on making something, anything. But it's just so hard. I need him.

The Negotiator (5★) · 13383 likes

Their ship name is literally Fujimoto omg.

reanu (5★) · 11348 likes

if someone asked me: “why do i make art?” i’d say it’s because of you. you’re why i wet my clay with teary eyes, why lead breaks under the pressure of my fingertip and why balls of paper lay in the bin like dead rats. you’re the feeling of doubt. the insecurity of my hands. you make me bleed the ink from my head and leave it all spilling out onto the canvas. i’m nothing without you. i lay dormant until… more

asianamydunne (5★) · 10090 likes

was it casual when u got into a manic depressive episode for a year bcs u were hyperfixated on my drawings? was it casual when i was the reason u started drawing again and u spent your first income to take me out on a date? was it casual when your drawing accidentally break through time and space to create an alternate universe bcs u blame urself for my death?

Philbert Dy (5★) · 7407 likes

There's a sequence in here where Fujino is walking in the rain, and then her stride changes to something a little bigger. And then we cut to her skipping, the rain continuing to fall. And she starts kicking up water, just continuing to make herself bigger in this world where she has felt so very small. This is one of my favorite sequences of this year, wordlessly conveying the whole mess of emotions this young girl must be feeling at

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Themes

artistic ambition, friendship, grief, jealousy, creative collaboration, coming of age, memory, self-discovery

Topics

anime drama, coming-of-age, art and creativity, female friendship, grief, bittersweet, intimate, melancholic, manga, indie animation

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